Tuesday, August 15, 2006

start by being you

He pasado unos meses...

Dios es fiel me ha dado tanto

y yo no termino por serle fiel a El, fiel a su proposito, a su diseno
prefiero jugar con las tentaciones, soƱar con lo pasajero y llorar lagrimas a orillas de la amargura...
meses solo centrada en lo que quiero, meses afanada por mis metas, criticando a los demas pasiva o activamente, huyendo de redil y sabes que? no tiene sentido, cada vez te sientes mas solo, como si lo que consiguieras se desvanece..

hoy en la alabanza, cante "Los cielos cuentan tu gloria" y creo que fue el momento mas dulce de la alabanza, porque me detuve a pensar en lo bello del cielo, lo que vi desde los aviones y no tuve mas que reconocer su increible creacion, me deleite, pero luego los afanes saltaban en mi mente, es que nos pasamos la vida ocupados en la miseria de esta tierra, no es que seamos indiferentes, peroDios merece la Gloria, merece Adoracion, merece toda la honra, es mi Creador, por mas que patalee, y en el fondo, yo solo se que soy nada sin El, porque delante de El, no hay mascaras, no hay idiomas, no hay agendas suficientes, no hay excusas, El me conoce, El me ama...

Camino a Betel, en medio de mi espacio al caminar y a la velocidad de mi respiracion, pensaba: en un corazon endurecido e insensible, seco, tan necesitado de agua de vida, asi esta mi corazon y he preferido ser alguien mas, pq esa no soy yo, no es quien ha sido lavada por la sangre de Cristo, no soy yo, es una negacion a mis mas preciados valores, y es hora de despertar,y clamar: Quiero volver a Ti, dejar de hablar tanto y actuar, quiero ser derretida en tu alameda ..

he escuchado como 20 veces la cancion dePhillips Craig and Dean, When God Ran, es que me parece tan dulce y fantastico que EL corra hacia mi, y asi lo siento, comoque me toma y me dice No temas, te amo, te hare fuerte y valiente para seguirme, solo creeme... me llena de aliento pensar en El y en su Verdad, El es la Verdad... aunk me cueste, me cueste tanto, y me duela ver a muchos a mi alrededor indiferentes.... incredulos, como puede ser? pero mi fe no puede depender de los demas, he conocido a Jesus, su amor y su Verdad, Bienaventurado el que no haya tropiezo en mi, El dijo y asi es....

When God ran
Almighty God, the great I am Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings Mighty conqueror, and the only timethe only time I ever saw Him run
CHORUS: Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again” Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes With forgiveness in His voice He said,“Son do you know I still love you?” He caught me by surprise when God ran
The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart And I wondered then if things could ever be the same Then one night I remembered His love for me And down that dusty road ahead I could see It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run
And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again” Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes With forgiveness in His voice He said,“Son do you know I still love you?” He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees When God ran – I saw Him run to me
BRIDGE: I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away But now I know He’s been waiting for this day
I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again” Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again
He ran to me, He took me in His arms Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again” Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son He said, “Son do you know I still love you?” He ran to me and then I ran to Him When God ran

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